it's happening again.

yeap. I'm fully aware that she might be taking over my place*
maybe they think it's ridiculous but.
I care for it. I really care about it.
She's funny. popular ( at least, in our class ).
and the most important part is -
she's really very close with all of them.



I don't wish to repeat all the unhappy circumstances
that happened in winter camp,
so I'm trying my best to ignore HER,
which ached my feelings.
I have always been frustrated with myself,
by not knowing how to make friends..



now I've found three best ones,
and i know i'll face load of problems,
just like what's happening right now.

如果可以再重来...

我这又是怎么了?
为什么只是再靠近他一点点
那种感觉又全回来了
而且这次好强烈好强烈


如果一开始已经是个错
那我该怎么办?
是否该继续错下去
还是让事情回到当初的那个情景
我还能够拿着笔
给他签名?
事情已经快要过去一年了
我好想做个了断
只因为讨厌这样逃避他的自己


短暂的屏息
不规律的心跳
仿佛在告诉我自己
他一直都在你心里
只是你不愿意去在意
也想趁机忘记...