because time heals everything(:

woots.
loads of exams coming up, piano practical exam and school workk.
and i'm still here, pouring my pressure (:
i nearly cried on friday, thinking of those things that happened earlier.
everyday i woke up, the first thing that came up my mind was that-
not to mention here, it was such a sudden.
i even dreamt of them, happily ever after.
maybe it's a chance to forget, to let go and take things easier.
maybe i'll realize everything wasn't that difficult??
but it takes time.





say goodbye,
because goodbye means going away
& going away means forgetting.

nothing matters.

I keep daydreaming for these few days,
wondering how will my future be, and thinking about relationships.
seriously, I hate relationships.
why should we relate ourselves with others?
connection makes problems.




thought of joining REDDY's cheer,
but first I need my body to be flexible enough><
maybe i'm not so enthusiastic about dancing,
but i still loved the stage(:
i feel like i belong to it.

明明知道自己占有欲很强
也知道自己因此已经失去了很多
不要重蹈复撤了
再这样下去
苦的只会是自己

the fact of being a coward.

walk like you own the place
talk like you know it all
and act like no one
can make you fall-

wanna start a conversation ( is it so difficult???? )
don't runaway when you see him ( omg you're so childish )
go straight in front of him and stand still ( please don't panic )
look into his eyes and hold for at least ONE minute ( this is stupid )


well I don't think I can do this...

come on- all I want was just friends
who greet each other when they meeeeet. ><

runaway.

I need a tablespoon of courage and confidence♥

photos instead of words(:

stop being so emotional at school><