movie? school?

oohh. went to the cinema and watched 17 again.
( well i know it's a bit late..)
gosh~! Zac effron's really cool!
by the way.. my mum's just way more crazier than me.
keep saying she's gonna buy his poster and stick it in my room. swt...

in fact, Zac effron's just a p.e.r.f.e.c.t guy~!!!
can't imagine this world can have such a perfect guy like him..

p/s..tommorow school's gonna reopen.. felt quite bored..
prepare for exam(s) again. I don't want to!

我不愿相信。。

突然觉得好陌生

就好像。。你已经不是那个你了

我就像变成了她

而她。。则变成了我。。

是这样吗？

我希望不是，但我却开始怀疑

开始担心。。

或许时间真的能改变一切。。

感觉

早上。7：50 a.m.
自然醒。
拿起手机，听着周杰伦的 安静。
眼眶开始红了 视线开始模糊不清
我闭上眼睛 不想再次哭泣
想着。。想着。。

还记得那天，我听见你的声音
兴奋得说不出话来。

还记得那天，我看着你们
心里觉得好苦涩

还记得那天，我坐在电脑前
放生大哭

。。。
。。。

有太多的回忆
太多的不舍

我告诉自己不许再想了
振作振作~！

永远，到底能有多远？
我开始不再相信你说的话
但怎么却又想起了你。。

tagged. --by caryl, my dear sister

001. Real name: Choong Qian Xuan

002. Nickname(s): Xuan xuan, apple..

003. Age: 13

004. Horoscope: scorpio

005. Male or Female: hey it's obvious..x.x

006. Elementary: SJK(C) Yuk Chai

007. Middle School: Chong Hua Independent High School

008. High School: huh? i don't know yet..

009. College school: mm..

.010. Hair colour: um... black and brown? mixture of colours? XD

011. Long or short: short x.x

012.Loud or Quiet: both :D

013. Sweats or Jeans: jeans

014. Phone or Camera: phone

015. Health freak: not really...

016. Drink or Smoke: no way!

017. Do you have a crush on someone: um... yes? no? well..

018. Eat or Drink: zz.. of course!

019. Piercings: eww.. i hate it :x

020. Tattoos: dislike it..

021. Social or Anti-Social: both~

022. Righty or Lefty: righty.(:

023. First piercing : I'm not gonna do this!

024. First relationship: uh.. i don't know..

025. First Best Friend: hmm... adam? i've known him since i was a baby XD

026. First Award: forgotten.

027. First Kiss: when i'm older..

028. First Pet: hmm... i think it's a ... bunny?

029. First Big Vacation: Thailand I suppose.

030. First Love at first sight: never tried it before..

031. First Big Birthday: forgotten..

032. First Surgery: nope.

033. First sport you joined: badminton?

034. Orange or Apple Juice: apple :D yummy~

035. Rock or Rap: none of them.. ==

036. Country or Screamo: country

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys? what is NSYNC??!!

038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: um... Britney spears?

039. Night or Day: day and night.

040. Sun or Moon: moon with stars~><

041. TV or Internet: internet xp

042. Playstation or xbox: none of them?

043. Kiss or hug: both! haha..xp

044. Iguana or turtle: zz. I don't like them either.

045. Spider or bee: eww.. i hate insects. especially cockroaches!!

046. Fall or spring: hmm... i prefer fall then xp

047. Limewire or iTunes: huh?

048. Soccer or baseball: none of them?

049. Eating: rice.

050. Drinking: water.

051. Excitement level: high and low. :D

052. I’m about to: play the piano

053. Listening to: mad by ne-yo.

054. Plan for today: nothing special..

055. Waiting for: my friend's call?

056. Energy level: half?

057. Thinking of someone: uh... just now..

058. Want kids: don't think so for now..

059. Want to get married: yeah? maybe older?

060. When: When it's the right time. xp

061. How many kids do you want: oh stupid question.

062. Any name in mind: swt.. ==

063. What did you want to be when you were young?: a cook I suppose?

064. Careers in mind: pianist? cook?

065. Mellow future or wild: huh?

066. Something you would never try: anything dangerous.

067. When do you want to die: I don't want to!

068. Lips or Eyes: both.

069. Romantic or Funny: both.

.070. Shorter or Taller: taller.

071. Protective or Caring: both.

072. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic. XD

074. Sensitive or Loud: both.

075. Hooked-up or Relationship: Relationship.

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: um.. none of them?

077. Muscular or Normal: normal. :D

078. Kissed a stranger: never. ==

079. Broke a bone: wouldn't like to try that..

080. Lost glasses or contacts: nope.

081. Ran away from home: never! i'll miss my mum..

082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: fake ones. Haha..

083. Killed somebody: no of course.. or else i'm suppose to be in jail now..

084. Broken someone’s heart: uh.. maybe yes?

085. Had your heart broken: yeah..

086. Been arrested: no.

087. Cried when someone died: forgotten.

088. Liked a friend more than a friend: yeah?

089. Yourself: hmm.. fat?

090. Miracles: yeah.

091. Love at first sight: never!

092. Heaven: yeah. lol..

093. Santa Claus: nope..

.094. Tooth fairy: no.

095. Kiss in the first date: no.

096. Angels: yup~x)

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: him? i don't know..

098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now? : yeah.. I'll try to be happy always.

099. Do you believe in God? : nope.

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 people

01. Jen Sning (interested :D )
02. Joey
03. Wai Kee
04. Adam
05. Pei Yi (come on..)
06. Khai Ying? i hope you can...

over means over.

(sneeze..) feel sick today..
went to park with khai ying, pei yi, adam..yesterday.
It was...quite fun.
oh yea. Saw yuen yang and his little brother. (hey. I thought he's supposed to be in Australia or something like that. oh wtv.)

jogged with khai ying about 4 rounds.
chat many stuffs--and i think it's time to make a real decision.

aww. I was about to laugh when khai ying said "你的眼光从何时变得那么低啊? "
well well... I don't know. I don't think so --
anyway, everything is over.

奇怪的感觉。。

今天我那两个死党
凯莹和佩仪~~
到我家来做assignment
结果做了整个下午都还没做完。。swt..
不过我还蛮开心的
能够和朋友在一起
是一件很幸福的事
不过。。
不知为何，我有一个很严重的问题。。
在人多的地方。。
我会--搞-自-闭
不想说话 好像一直在想些什么一样。。
唉。。
心里好像打翻了五味瓶一样。。

是时候开始努力了。。

是时候开始想想长大以后要当什么。。

是时候拿出持之以恒的心来学习。。

是时候学好华文。。英文。。

是时候放下所有的游戏了。。