courage? confidence?

宜华 如果我是你
该有多好
至少你们之间的距离 只差那么一点点
怪只怪我 没有那份勇气去争取
我常自责 可是始终都不曾付出行动
为什么 我问自己
犹豫什么 害怕什么
他们都说他与别人说话的时候都没有正视别人
那我呢
我又算得了什么
如果他胆小
那我懦弱
如果他也拿出了那份勇气
我也可以吗？



从来不曾这样
胆小得连我自己都不敢想象
或许我可以耸耸肩
说声没什么
可是为什么心里还存有那么点不甘 那么点犹豫
想做就去做啊.


看着别人都嘻嘻哈哈地说着他的幽默
间接地
嘲笑了我的懦弱
如果给我一分钟
正视他的眼睛
我想心底的那份勇气
会渐渐的萌生吧.

' 想做就去做呗 '
我想克服
真的想克服...

the other way round.

back from BISDS youth camp.
I was actually quite disappointed -
it was still interesting
but last year's was awesome.
I remained silent ( as usual )
because I seriously . seriously. have no idea of making friends.
okay. maybe i have. but I hesitated.
it has always been driving me crazy.

hmm back to the main topic.
I think BMV's toilet is disgusting
but seriously. IMPIAN camp site's worse. than ever.


the obstacle course. I see.
when i fell down from the slope -
I really wanted to cry. for heaven's sake.
It was awful!

balance and conquer.
I like that. especially the game after this activity.
i don't know what it's called -
but i shivered in cold when they splashed me with water.
it was the first time i find my teeth shivering! XD

and the last. camp fire.
damn it was raining through the whole day.
so we went back to the hall instead.
I love the games and I laughed throughout the entire activity
X)

i still remembered that ' uncle ' said
" MACAM NENEK "
" SAYA CAKAP 'SAYA BOLEH' , KAMU CAKAP 'YES!YES!YES!' "
and our project with ' JUSTIN BIEBER INSPIRES '
the sketch related to cancer-
it was all so funny.


maybe it was not so dull.
I just have to learn to enjoy it.
=)

the way i hated and missed.

okayy.
boredom.
still can't believe form 2 school days are over..
everything's happening like a jolt of lightning
i just can't hold on to something.



flashback.
they're all memories.
i know form 2 wasn't an awesome one
but still.
i missed it.



2 ai.
the way we used to laugh
the way we shouted
the way we went crazy
and now.
goodbye and for all.. ;)

i missed.

i wished we were still friends
i wished everything was back to normal
but it wasn't
and that's it?
i don't even have a chance to say anything?
the days we've went through
it's spinning in my mind
why can't we just get over it?
i don't understand . really .

the end.

today's the last day of school.
yeah. and my birthday.
thanks for the present and cards. dears.

wannie
jing ying
紫绮

i love it as much as i love you guys. =)

and everyone else for the wishes.

oh and girls.
thanks for helping to take pictures of me and him.
okay. at least i won't have any regrets in this year.. ;)
i wasn't that emotional like last year,
but it's still my class.
and i still have some feelings for it.
maybe we aren't classmates anymore.
but at least we were =)

form 3.
it's a new start.

谢谢 初二的美好 =）

真的很不可思议
年终考就这样过去了
那么就是说...
初二生涯也将要结束了.. 是吗？
为什么心里有一种很酸的感觉
开始细细的回忆
这一年里
那些回忆都是细小的碎片
乍看之下 虽然都没什么值得留念
可是 碎片拼凑起来
是一幅记载着酸甜苦辣的图画
我开始怀念 开始觉得舍不得 开始想要珍惜
可是 都已经太迟了
为什么
总是要到最后那些日子
才想要学会珍惜
为什么之前 都是敷衍着...


昨天 真的好像一场梦
我们一起用餐
只是 我还是没有那个勇气
不敢开口和你说话
所以就这样 过了
又是这样 让它过去了...

键耀
声扬
杰豪
建颖

婉霓
静颖
紫绮

谢谢你们，
谢谢你们给了我一个美好的回忆...
初二的生涯
再见了
从此封印在心底
我会永远记得. =)

make your dreams come true.